Me and they...

My first post in English, maybe my foreign friends will appreciate.
Long time without English and I miss it!
Choosing is easy and enjoying is hard, or the opposite works to for me too!
Let’s me see here is island is isolated and people think differently and time pass also such in a strange way, only people that come here fell it!
Yes, is hard to make choices, but everyday we make a million of them, such easy has colour of clothes in the morning or more difficult for me, what to eat at lunch!
Sometimes is hard to enjoy because people can’t stop thinking of the other choice they didn’t pick, but is as we say who wants it all…
The problem is that, after choosing you can’t just enjoy the one you had choose without thinking about the others possibilities and the famous question can’t leave your head
OR IF?
People should take courses about to leave past behind, I m not such a good example, for me past is always part of future and I live present not in a normal way!!!
I always say also to give a step beyond you need first to give a step behind!!!

Just me…

Me and you, what to do?
Stay or go, I never know!
Why can't I tell you, that I love you?
If only you knew!
Doesn't make sense all different and new!
I wish I could live, just like you!

A lot of people ask me was it wrothest?
Yes, it was in all aspects, all the choices that I made until today for the pleasure to go away for the ones that I love!

Did I miss it?
Every second of the time I spent away, I missed all persons and places!
Did I regret? No, because I did more that I could dream in a life time!
Did I like it? Every step of the way!
Did I want to return?
Yes, always, but one of the best things is to look now and see how much I grew up and accomplish in such a short time!

One year ago I could imagine that my life was going to change so much, I was in Poland, with no future in a far and foreign place, but now, I can imagine that was very good to me, to go there, to spent time there, to work there, and to come back a better person, to take a job and a new life in a different place!!!

Thank you to Poland, my friends and family that help me in the entire path I took!!!